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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Dear blog, 
your master is back, still pretty much alive. been a while since i last blogged.did you miss your master?i beg you did you horny blog. anyway so much had happened but cant possibly write everything down here. just a quick update...
1 year soldier lo...
still staying-in
been doing the same thing over and over...
played some soccer for airforce and got thrashed, yup, now it's the right hamstring.
sleeping alone in the bunk. rest of the bastards clearing off and leaves.
i want to "ORD LO..."
Rgds,
CPL WeiYang 
Posted at Tuesday, October 17, 2006 by Bugz
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
hate to love. love to hate.
this christmas i wish for a better year. a year without sorrow, a year without pain.
Posted at Wednesday, December 07, 2005 by Bugz
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
where are you going? where are you going?
7 more days and i'm done with bmt. time flies. it's a worthwhile experience. i'm sure it's better if i'm pes a or b. but still, anything is fine. nothing really is important. things just happened and that is it. u go on with life. i'm always falling sick. fucking weak.
feel it.
Posted at Saturday, November 26, 2005 by Bugz
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Monday, November 14, 2005
i'm a chao recruit. and tekong is a chao chee bai. life in tekong isn't that bad...trust me. but, if u're normal, love ur own life, and love freedom. then tekong will be the last place u would want to be. reading about life in army and living it is a totally different experience. i have once loved the army. but after going thru it for almost a month. army life is nv my cup of tea. damn cool to fire a M16, but the thought of cleaning the fucking rifle will just blow the fun away. i'm not being lazy, but cleaning a rifle is FUCKING tiring and time consuming. simple thing like sleeping at night is also a nightmare. knn. u nv know what u will see. espicially when people say things happened before. (and a small house was carved onto the wall) . u may ask why at this time of the day i'm sitting at home blogging. that's because i'm sick. not chao gek. i dun chao gek anyway. my MC ends on tues but i'm booking in tonight. that's because i'm having field camp on tues till fri. it'll be fun and also at the same time @&%$@$(^%@(% . u know what i mean. somehow i love to be tekan. i feel good after that. cause being tekan in Pes C is not that often. haha. i will be throwing a handgrenade soon. haha. how i wish my PC is eman. so i can pass him the grenade instead of the safety pin. hahaha. i did a dummy grenade throw the other day and i hit the target zhun zhun. i tell u it's fucking tyco. cause hitting the target is not easy. as usual, alot of cockster. thanks goodness it is a dummy grenade. or else there will be a lot of casulties. amen. 6 of Dec is my POC. dun ask me what is POC. fuck u. i'm looking forward to my 8 - 5 job.
hope i dun shit during field camp. %^$%^#^%*%&^
Posted at Monday, November 14, 2005 by Bugz
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...fuck now. fuck then. fuck u. fuck the World.
Posted at Thursday, October 20, 2005 by Bugz
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
back from perth. 2 days to enlistment. will upload pics when it's ready. tired like fuck. first nite there was shit. i lost in poker and loser have to drink the french vodka which zj and i bought at duty free. lost count of how much i drank. in the end, i thought i almost die. i was feeling like shit and i puked. first time puking over drinking too much. zj and ryan were looking at me puking. zj likes the smell. no more alcohol. burswood casino cheat money. (zj lost until take off pant) fremantle fish n chips was good. shopping at harbour town was even better. got a nike bag for a fucking good price. Little creature, "little creature pale ale fucking taste heavenly." best fries in the World. xotica is the place to go. haha! actually not really. i will miss the steaks at hogs breath. chilli mussels. the beach. jester's pie. ryan's soarer. i drove it around the neighbourhood, haha. and ryan and zj thought they were going to die. hahaha...now who's pes c...knn. lol. oscar is quite cute. but a bit too big. (by the way oscar is ryan's uncle dog.) i will miss the weather.
still feeling it.
bye.
Posted at Wednesday, October 19, 2005 by Bugz
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Monday, October 10, 2005
i had a nightmare last nite. and in the morning, i got freaking scare. the feeling is horrendous.
loneliness filled my heart. there is nothing i could do to stop this feeling. nothing to stop this pain. now, i'm willing to do anything to turn back time. too much...
maybe i should just evaporate. go with the wind. to a place without sorrows and memories.
Posted at Monday, October 10, 2005 by Bugz
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today. i struggled to wake up in the morning. rushed my ass to meet zj for ktv at kbox, lot one. i saw zu er again. second times in less than a week. singing was ok, bad throat and all make it hard to enjoy. sang lots of songs. chinese to english. jay zhou to westlife. after that. we went to the gym. half way thru saw lj. went home around 4.30pm.
dunno what came over me. i did something, which maybe i shouldn't have done. only have myself to blame. self-induced pain. can say i'm dumb and foolish. can say anything. anything. i will still be me. words can't say how i feel. nobody will understand me. unless u been thru what i'm going thru now. if not dun say a word. cause i wont listen and it makes no sense.
"eh weiyang have fun". i've long forgotten the feeling of having fun.
it's been raining since the day you left me.
i dun want to pretend no more cause my heart can't take it anymore.
i've made mistakes. i'm just a man.
scream.
Posted at Monday, October 10, 2005 by Bugz
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Friday, October 07, 2005
today was the last day of work and i didn't go. i'm sick. the real thing. my in-charge probably would think "wtf. again? last day also dun want to come". i guess this is retribution. waking up in the morning with severe headache, blocked nose (can't smell shit) and throat that is soared like fuck. i guess these are all for lying too much. haha. i'm out of job now, fucking YAMAN!!!!!.
for the whole week, been going out alot. particularly with Gerard S/O Chan. i need to talk more about this half chinese indian. not that i wanted to...but he asked me to mention him.
here goes.
Name: Gerard Chan Choe Seng
Age: 20
Marital Status: Ever Changing.
Festish: Boobs, bollywood, hazel's blog, anything sexual (on this one i can't elaborate, too explicit), hair (anywhere), sometimes dick, punani.
Race: Chinese + Indian = Malay
Language spoken: only tamil.
idol: russel peters, all the girls in the World.
Fav Soccer Club: Manchester United.
Hate Club: Liverpool FC, Chelsea, Arsenal and recently Blackburn.
Most Hated Soccer Players: only Gamst Morten Pedersen.
fav soccer players: Christiano Ronaldo, Noor Alam Shah, Fandi Ahmad, Steven Tan and Lim Tong Hai.
Fav Ruby Nation: Team New Zealand, ALL BLACKS.
Hobbies: dirty jokes, racist jokes, look at girls, wank, soccer, computer games, doing Guard duty at DB, drink, club, playing pool with weiyang and getting thrashed, run like a chicken during a soccer match, dance around many indians ladies, hiding behind coconut trees, playing the drum at the indian temple.
wanna : be a pure chinese, pick up girls, get picked up by malays girls, join bollywood, run for the presidency election or join al qaeda.
fav food: murtabak, pratas, curry, indian rojak, anything spicy.
fav drink: hot barley, teh talik
fav quote: "you want to eat??"(with indian accent and hand sign)
in love with: *undisclosed* (pay me and i will tell)
my dad sold the tv set to the garang guni. -_-"'
Posted at Friday, October 07, 2005 by Bugz
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
i called out "dar..." in the night. and the pain sets in to take me back to sleep. i tried to be strong. i tried to control. i bear with it. but it's still too much for me to handle. i miss you so much.
the pain just wont leave.
where is dar dar? =(
Posted at Thursday, October 06, 2005 by Bugz
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