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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
tml will be a better day.
friday is my last day of work. i'm soooooo tired. thank goodness it's coming to an end. i've pick up reading now. i want to play soccer, play the guitar, ktv, eat buffets, chill out at holland v, drink the whole nite.
10 more days to perth. i'm excited.
i need to have my timetable filled up. spare time is such a killer.
thank you people. "from the bottom of my heart"
fuck u chelsea. (see...i'm fine)
Posted at Wednesday, October 05, 2005 by Bugz
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
" Happy 4 and a half years weiyang." =D
Posted at Sunday, October 02, 2005 by Bugz
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Friday, September 30, 2005
i guess everything u said about me is true. i'm selfish, possessive and unreasonable. i always think i'm correct all the time. i always act as if u're always doing the wrong things. i think i know what u're thinking all the time, which is always not the case. i guess i have force you to the situation where u just can't take it anymore.
i'm not here to say how sad i am, who's right, who's wrong. no one is at fault. it's a relationship. it's mutual. i respect ur decisions. even if u wont say the reasons, i accept it. i know u will be better off without me. u're young, beautiful and i'm sure there are better guys out there who can give u a much better life. no more budget outings. u can buy things that u like, go on holidays, eat watever u like, do watever u want. be relieve that u'll never again hear me nag and give out irritating noises. lead the life u want it to be. lead the life without me. you'll find true happiness.
i'll be fine, cause i've found my happiness. i'm regretful and sorry to have our relationship end this way. i'm truely sorry. i'm too self-centered. i can understand even if u hate me. i'm just not doing the right things all the time.
Jessie, thank you for the time u have spent with me. all the nonsense u have to take. all the unpleasant things i used to say. though u nv say the 3 words to me before. i know i was once loved. you will not be forgotten and will always remain in my heart for as long as i'm alive. thank you once again for u have given me the best days of my life.
love,
dar
2.4.01
Posted at Friday, September 30, 2005 by Bugz
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
my heart can't take it anymore.
how much tears am i going to shed to get rid of the pain inside? i'm tired of faking "i'm alright". i can't take it anymore.
go ahead and erase me from ur life.
Posted at Wednesday, September 28, 2005 by Bugz
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
i give up.
Posted at Saturday, September 24, 2005 by Bugz
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Sunday, July 31, 2005
today i'm in the mood for paragraphing...
another weekend ended in boring lifestyle.
feeling really blue now cause tml is monday. fucking repetitive for now. sometimes people do wail about their own decisions so i guess i'm doing it now, kind of contradicting but this is life. always full of funny situations. dilemma! tight spot! predicament! watever.
today must be a special day cause i bumped into eman and chuin wei at suntec.( i bought 4D but didnt stirke, alas~) eman is still the same, crappy...but i must say chuin looks prettier now. i sure miss those days when ryan, eman and i were acting stupid during secondary school days. lots of memories which i still recall vividly. (sometimes our act of stupidity was joined in by chris if he is not M.I.A) bus conductor who didn't fail to pick on ryan, wei xuan. (you shi ni) haha!
eman: auntie, ge wo yi ge pin guo pai.
auntie: hello, can you speak english?
eman: wtf? -_-"'
and also eman was caught cheating playing Laser Quest. if you guys saw his sulking face standing outside at the counter, i swear u fucking laugh till u shit your pant.
those were the days, where worries and heartaches were still an unknown. but i guess no pain no gain and obviously all these have made me a more mature person. (yea, \m/) and also a better person i guess. right? ha. no? hmmm...
sometimes somethings can't just be accomplished by just one person. i want everybody in this World, to get back to the time where every person in their life isn't taken for granted. appreciate people around you. appreciate things that they do for you. and that will make a gentle touch feels a great deal.
"Happiness is so simple and we often overlook it...Only when we lose it, we realise how big it is..."
Posted at Sunday, July 31, 2005 by Bugz
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Saturday, July 30, 2005
tml, i'm going to wait up at 4am to go help out at sengkang. i swear tml will be the last time i'm doing this. i'm not made of steel and i certainly need a life better than this. besides that, i'm really exhausted from my work. i'm begining to lose my patient. i believe one needs to have a clear mind set of their priorities. it's important! everything under the sun prioritized.
fucking Pes C...and nothing is important!
Posted at Saturday, July 30, 2005 by Bugz
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
aww...finally i've found a job at NUH as a medical report officer. fucking sounded like some desk job, from 8.30 to 5.30 doing ad-hoc and medical reports stuff...it's no where near " _|_ " (erhem! mind my language) , sitting from 8.30 to 5.30 is merely a dream! in fact i'm expected to reach early before start time and i'm required to be STANDING, running, climbing (might be a good training for pull-ups), kneeling, breeze-walking and searching, for the fucking medical reports. mind you , there are millions of them and i'm doing that from my first step into the office, till the time i crawl out of the fucking place. the fucking ass-ed place contain the whole hospital medical reports of all the patients that have been there. at the end of the day, i feel just like a piece of jelly. fucking exhausting son of a bitch. i need osim foot massage machine. this is worst than playing 90 mins of soccer. this is 8 hrs (excluding extra times) soccer cup final. i'm working till october...be prepared to see a short pole walking around then. (something like fido-lido)
*Warning*
the above content contains explicit material. If you are below the age of 18, pls kindly fuck off!
Posted at Wednesday, July 27, 2005 by Bugz
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Monday, July 18, 2005
i hope ma bouncy's common test be over now...
i hope i will ORD tml...
i hope u fellows dumbwits love the numa numa song...
numa numa iei...
Posted at Monday, July 18, 2005 by Bugz
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
i'm back, not dead, just lazy...haha...this friday is my graduation day, have no idea what to wear, but i guess i don't have much choices cause i only have 2 formal wears. i'm afraid they might burst open when i bow...cause i have grow bigger and can't be bothered to buy a new one. the other day, which is 6 days ago was quite fun celebrating jessie's birthday. was having fun at party world. the cake was good...whole thing wasn't to bad. i've come to realize that i have been slacking for quite some time. haha. working sux and slacking rules. if only money can just appear beside me every morning i wake up. no need to be million, just a few thousand will do. and i will buy everybody lunch. you know the problem with slacking too much? you tend to dream alot...it's not that dreaming is not good, it shown that you know what you want, but you still haven achieve it. you need dreams for it to come true. no dream no hope. i watched initial D, not too bad...but i'm not impressed with jay zhou. the part where he sat in his "AE86" and cry...is totally KNS! i wish i could just slap his face. hahaha...the cars drifting and all is cool, but those actors are just posers...i think the show is going to cause more accident on the roads. i'm sure there will be those mother fuckers son of a bitch wannabe rally driver will try to act funny and cause people to get hurt. sunday was spent at sengkang working as a waiter ( kopi boy) it's quite tiring but fun in the process. good thing about working there is you get to drink free soft drinks and read free newspaper. hahaha...and also in the same time improve on my dialets from chatting with ah peks. Kopi O siew tai!
Posted at Tuesday, July 12, 2005 by Bugz
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